-Pain & Insanity-
I push my fingers into my eyes,
It's the only thing, that slowly stops the pain.
Even though, my feeling has gone away,
I can still feel my tears when I stand in the rain.
My stitches itch,
and my fists are eager.
To make a bloody end,
to this hate that has crawled into me.
Always in vain,
Never an end to this nightmare.
I wear you like a stain,
But pity isn't going to help me any further.
Hate me, punch me, torture me, kill me,
For my care and feelings are long gone.
I'm sorry that you can't see the real me,
For you cannot look beyond.
I kill my demons,
and I'll kill you too.
None will stay alive,
No not even you
For my demonic torture,
has driven me over the edge.
I will haunt your dreams and nightmares,
So says the boogeyman.
And so you sit here, day and night, knowing,
I don't care if I kill friend or foe.
Because when you hear demonic laughter,
You won't be breathing anymore.
And so, the bloodshed will continue.
Turning grey dawns into red.
And where there will be no memory,
of the persons who caused these dead.
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