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[Riddler]

what's the use of living?
no friends, no family, no future, no nothing
is suicide really the best option?
i dont know
let's find out...........
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thoughts

no one understands them
nobody even tries to
because there all to scared
to see who i really am
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Not So Perfect

Cut the crap, the sweet talk
I'm not perfect
Don't ask me to change
because i won't
because i can't
I'm me
and i will always be
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Do you care
do you mind
mind me
mind you
mind the world
don't think
just be
just go
away
from me
from us
from the world
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It Doesn't matter
anymore
It keeps on hurting
never will it heal

Everytime we speak
it rips open
blood dripping out
memories of you
inside of me

Pain inside
Love inside
inside of me
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Sickness In My Life

Egocentrical bitch
Live your life
dont let me in it
have your friends
live your own life
but don't drag me along
Just leave me alone.
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I Feel Stiff
stiff like a corpse
can't speak
can't move
because everything is do
everything i say
hurts you
My wrists are the only way out
and that also hurst you
so i really don't know
what to do now

i only want to love you
but even that .....
it's getting harder

Maybe i should take the way out
if that's the way
then the hurting can stop
maybe i should.........
maybe i will........