Sonnet I

A vague memory, hidden amongst my fears
The constant aching I pretended not to feel
Not to indulge the longing for cleansing tears
Pain and desillusion - emotion under seal

The shared illusion - some corny ‘love’ letter
about holding hands, watching stars, feeling complete
This is not love, just a childish wish - what’s better
When I see you, my heart does not skip a beat

Will you still stay, when stardust has flown away?
When you are so love-assured, will not I feel blue?
When your love grows each day, will I be able to stay?
Will love be possible, if we meet anew?

If you are unable to leave some things unsaid
If you say you want to die for me - go ahead