Now is when feelings change

Now is when feelings change
when hope disappears and
my illusions fade out

When confusion enters my mind
and I forget who to trust
I forget to trust myself

When I start to fear
don't want to say goodbye
don't want to lose my only friend

But I've already done so
feelings have changed without my wanting it
without my realising it


Why don't I like you anymore
were you getting too close to me
am I scared
what can I do about it
will I always push people away
will I let anyone help me
?

Can you help me
No, you can't
Sorry